Darkness

I wrote this poem today. I may have already died on the inside...

Coward

I try my best to deny myself feelings

To numb myself up in case I stray

Because then I won't give in to temptation

Every time I look or think of you

I already know how this story ends

With utter heartache and bitter defeat

It's already hard enough to tell what I'm feeling

When I know what I want won't be reciprocated

And one day I will probably end it all

A glorious conflagration to release my emotions

When all is done, you won't even remember

The exact moment when my life is past

-10/05/05